are we not supposed to be be best friends?
yet i find myself relying on you more than you rely on me.
was it time and space that have seperated us this much?
it was neither's decision for the situation to be like this.
i really miss the old times when we can just gather atound in our circle of friends,
laughing together.
i really miss the old times when we can easily call one another when we are down,
just to meet up and make the other feel better, no matter the circumstances.
yeah we still talk. yeah we still share secrets.
but somehow, i find the gap between us somehow widening as the days without any contact passed by.
if time can rewind itself, i long for the days when everyone is still around me.
it's just something that cannot be expressed.
a feeling of joy in sorrow. a feeling of calmness in turbulence.
flew into your heart at [10:37 PM]
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